everything i say
you won't hear
no matter how may times
i just want to do this right
I don't want to make those same mistakes again
not with you and not with him
we've got to try to make some sense
with things we say to one another
before I lose my mind again
not the ways i've done before
but I'm feeling like breaking down
feeling so raw and on fire
when things are going so well
but why do they feel so bad
when i got everything I ever wanted in life
i got what i dreamed of
but i'm still hurting
i don't want to take their pills to feel ok
if i don't im stuck this way
there's no name for my disease
this is way was done to me
when i was a child
i can't make these same mistakes
i can burden my loved ones with my damage
if you see it and feel it
can it be avoided
i'm trying
i'm trying
i don't want to be like them
no i don't want to be like them
i won't do what they have done to me
if i step outside of myself and slap myself in the face
can i be free