Sing to me of your broken heart. I can feel your pain, ladies. I feel the same

Learning to be alone hurts like Death.  6 years ago I held my father on this date(as of midnight) as I watched him slip into the another dimension. My loves leaves me in one week to join the military.  My heart aches.  I've been through more in five months than I've ever been through in this life.  I don't want to give up.  I will get back up and keep fighting strong like the warrior I am. I will find love... Love will find me..I trust that the Universe will provide me with an ocean of love.  I just need to take a swim in the ocean...let the waves pull me under.
Kali Ma help me fight to live...Bring me my love to save me from destroying myself and everything...<3 p="">

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