Thursday, January 12, 2012

Count von Kitten left a cat shaped hole in my heart:(





Little did I know when I recorded a video of me and my faithful kitten. That he would disappear pretty much the next day! I was messing with imovie on my mac and was trying to figure out how to add effects and stuff. So, I just video taped me and my cat cuddling with a candle in my hand with my ambient music that I created playing in the background. I had him for 6 years. I got him on The anniversary of my best friend's death one year(her mom had stray kittens in her shed). He was so sweet, and smart. Slept in my bed every night. Then one night he didn't come home. So, here is the video of me being a complete weirdo, but I'm so glad I took it so I can see him alive. I look mad tired and kinda bust in the video, but whatever! I was about to go to sleep.

I've done everything I could. posted fliers, checked shelters, called places, posted on a bunch of sites online. It doesn't feel like he is dead, but he has visited me a couple times in my dreams. I dreamt that he came home the other night. I saw him in the yard, and hedidn't seem to know where he was because he was not well. I picked him up and brought him in. I've been mourning him, and listening to "A cat shaped hole in my heart" it's a compilation of goth songs about cats that were lost. I will post one of my fav songs from the album on here. It's super sad :(

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