brother

You are not human
you have no heart
you know no kindness
you take life hard
just a child when you fell into darkness
never resurfaced
you are nothing
you are no one
I let you knock me down
I let you win for so long
I had no choice
nowhere to run
I was your pawn
I fell into your traps
I took your poisons
I did not know myself anymore
You wanted this to win
always thinking I was trying
to go against you
in the battle inside your head
like it was a game
it took so long until
i could see myself again
evil demon destroy the love
that flows around you
drain us all until we fall
or run far from you
you pretend to wonder
what you could have done
to make us all walk away
to cause such disgust and hate
you pretend you are innocent
I see right though you
I know you better
than anyone
You are nothing to me anymore
I'm just waiting and watching
you self destruct from a distance