Driftin...

Wow.... My dad used to listen to Tim Buckley. So, he sounds dreamy and familiar to me, but this song on vinyl just makes me melt into a puddle... Someone wipe me off the floor. So sexy and beautiful. Goddamn..someone write me a song like this...

yet another new discovering.very gothy and beautiful

I love when I find new music that resonates with me...

fucking right,,the fire of love

can we dance?

Guess what..

Hey Humans...I'm not one of you.. I get it. I really do. Sometimes, I just get so mad... I'm pissed. I give I give and give... You take and walk away don't look back.. You spit in my face, abuse my kindness, and don't FEEL. I'll let you use me. I'm completely aware. I just wanted to be close to someone...a friend? Is friendship just emotional rape from your end. Does no one have any sense of loyalty whatsoever?
Cheers to my true friends..so few and far between. You have shown me love unconditionally. MY circle of sister witch Goddesses , and my godlike warrior brothers. You are true..divine and real. We don't see or talk as often as we want to, but I feel you and see you in my dreams. I will always be here for you as you have been for me in our past lives, now, and lives to live. I love you with all that is true and the light shining from within my soul. Thank you.

Sometimes, I feel I should write a farewell letter as we have a short time here on this realm. I want you to know.. I am with you and we are not alone though it feels that way most the time. Until I remember..you are still here with me.
Sweet dreams.
Remember me.

Sometimes I get a complete mood shift and put my blond wig on and lay about in pink... I dunno if I'm trying to be someone else, or just another aspect of my self(this I think it more likely the case). Is there really ever going to be someone else who truly understands me or feels like I feel? Probably not..it can be disheartening and a lonely path to walk. Feeling exiled, rejected alien...just being myself. I feel too much. I want too much. I expect something and get nothing from these heartless humans I see hope in my child's eyes...the rest are blind. I am broken I suppose... At lease I understand me... I feel me..... all of me..every part and different side of myself...weirdo