something i wrote when i was younger(and even dumber)

You say the last thing you ever want is my tears
Your absence provokes my darkest fears
How can you treat me as if you don't care
How can you love me when you are not there
I thought I'd awoke to your silhouette by my side
Outside somewhere you're drifting with the secrets you hide
This hour strikes my heart with fears
I search for the truth to strike my ears
How can I trust you when you don't care
All I do is love you when you are not here




A short something less pathetic and more current...

I keep on pretending I'm not sitting here in the dark
This time I'm spending
it's already taken me far
Backwards I'm up against the wall
Once frozen...I'm falling through the flame

She is the empress of the worlds between dark and light
shadows follow to take her down below to darkness
Songs once for

many moons

I dreamt of many moons in the sky. It's the end of this time. We are a coven of beautiful witches chasing the White Witch. She is strong. We are fighting.
I call a circle of protection. I am no longer afraid of death.

Rumination...

So, I went to West Philly with friends Rob and Jess to see one of my fav bands that I've actually never seen live....Bardo Pond. I've been listening to them like 4 years, but never gotten a chance to catch the. We got there just as they were setting up at the Dock st. Brewery outside. The singer has this sadly, dark, beautiful voice that puts you in a trance. They played 2 of my fav songs! Rumination(which I tend to listen to on repeat!!!) I sucked down 4 beers and about peed my pants from delight! I even introduced myself to the band afterwards, and bought everything they had for sale. I talked to Michael the guitar player and the singer. They were amazing people. Michael totally invited me to hang with them, but I could not get up with them since I was not driving, slightly intox and at the mercy of my sweet friends who were ready to get the funk outta town.. There were people taking pics and I'm pretty sure that I'm in some of them since I was right up front and the only person dancing besides the crazy guy who kept getting chased by security. Here is a video just to give you a taste... They played this song on Sunday when I saw them.

this song

This song keeps popping into my head today...